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"I'll Never Wear Boxers Again"

"I'll Never Wear Boxers Again" Wibby posted a rather funny story that prompted me to remember a similar incident involving one of my good friends. So I thought I?d share it with my loyal readers. (maybe I should?ve said loyal reader, I don?t want to become to ambitious) Anyway, during my late teens and early twenties, one of my best friends was also named Jason. We worked together and were known as the ?two Jason?s? or simply as ?Jason Squared?. After we both turned twenty-one, each Monda

May 5, 2007

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Drop

Drop written by Justin F. I touch the tongue to see A devil's face in front of me You blow your nose and cry The clown demands a sad good-bye A sad good-bye Black below the tree White horses dead in front of me A scar below the cheek There's a sweaty man in a bloody sink It's just a trip not a way to ease your pain Self-help...Tell another shrink the same damn thing Stay cool, everything is going to be okay Until you decide to drop again A blue jean girl to be Sweaty man is behi

May 4, 2007

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Saved By the Fates

Something strange has been happening the last three days. Beginning on Saturday night, I have been trying to reply either in the forums or post a rather...err...hostile blog message. But somehow, for three days in a row sometihng has stopped me from posting. The first time, I was rather drunk Saturday night and fed up with a few things I have been reading in the forums. After writing a long rant, filled with anger and curse words, I closed the window without hitting the "add reply" button

May 1, 2007

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Happy 420

I know wishing everyone a Happy 4-20 day on 4-22 is a bit trite, but for some reason I totally forgot to post this on 4-20 day itself. I know there should be a reason for forgetting, but for the life of me I can't remember. HAPPY 4-20 Everyone Jason R.

April 22, 2007

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Daniel and I part ways

Daniel and I Part Ways(Finally) After almost three years, Daniel and I have decided to part as roommates. Okay, the truth, Daniel decided, and since it was his house, I agreed. So for the last three weeks I have been busy moving into a nice two bedroom apartment in Redwood City. Please don't make any jokes about finding a "NICE" apartment in Redwood City, it can happen. I swear. It's okay, I love the new apartment. But there is a fear that I'll go back to my old ways now that I am once ag

April 22, 2007

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More of a Few More Sentences

More of A Few More Sentences It was a place like no other he had ever seen before. It was dark and light, seamless and joined all around him with no clear ending or beginning. Existing at the same time, hot and cold, black and white, a place where time didn't seem to hold stable, where time stopped or slowed depending on it's own whim. There was no sensation in this void, only a feeling of being. For the longest time, he didn't think or even seem to be aware of his surroundings. He couldn'

April 4, 2007

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A Few More Sentences

A Few More Sentences The house was dark and at first glance he didn't think Scott was there though his car was parked in the garage. But upon closer inspection, he saw the outline of the blond sitting out on the balcony staring up into the night sky. He didn't think he could cry anymore, but the sight of his boyfriend caused the tears to once again cascade down his cheeks. Willing the tears to stop, he wiped them away with the back of his hand and went to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of v

April 3, 2007

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All About Eve or Stupid Words Strung Together to Form Sentences

All about Eve or Stupid Words Strung Together to Form Sentences He left the two laughing, his blue eyes searching the crowd for Brandon, hoping he wouldn't run into anyone else he knew. After going to the bar, he ordered another beer and sipped it slowly. "Hi, how are you?" a deep voice called out from behind. Turning around, he looked into the smiling face of Justin, another one of Brandon's bandmates. "Hi. I'm fine, and you?" "Bored," Justin replied, shrugging. "But then I'm always bor

March 30, 2007

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Five Greatest Hitchcock Films of All Time

Five Greatest Hitchcock Films of All Time Last Night my roommate, Daniel, and I, got into a loud fight about Hitchcock's greatest films. Three of the five we agreed upon but he feels like North by Northwest is Hitchcock's greatest. I'm not sure if anyone that reads this blog watches Hitchcock, but here is my top five. If you havent seen any of these films, you should do yourself a favor and rent them. Great flicks by a master storyteller with brilliant acting by both Cary Grant and James St

March 30, 2007

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Maybe The Cause I Am A Bit Fucked Up

Maybe The Cause I Am A Bit Fucked-Up I am in the process of moving, and I found this piece I wrote when I was sixteen. To give a brief, like I could be brief, backstory, I come from a VERY religious background. In the News and Views this week, Dude posted an article that scared me, so much so I decided to post this piece here, on my blog. To show others how real the threat of the religious right truly is, and how the young are brainwashed on a daily basis. This piece was herald by the pr

March 19, 2007

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Finally A bit of Good News

For the last few months, I have been undergoing some disturbing eye problems. This condition has virtually stopped me from writing, for a time it stopped me even from driving, working, and such normal activities I had taken for granted for years. Let's not even mention the toll it took on my porn watching habits. For three weeks I sat in front of the television and guessed what I was watching/hearing by putting together the sounds I heard. The screen a blur I could not make out. For a wh

March 9, 2007

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Scared Silly or He Pissed On Himself

Scared Silly or (He pissed on himself) Current Music Selection: Elvis Presley?Live in Vegas Current State: California Current Mood: Hyper So next door to the hip up-scale restaurant where I work, is this little Japanese place that specializes in Sushi. Now I?ve never tried it, anything related to fish or sometimes takes on a fishy odor; I try my best to stay far away. Either way, this restaurant is ?rumored? to not only have the tendency to ?over-serve? its customers but allows underage ki

January 8, 2007

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Mistaken Identity and two rolls of Toilet Paper

Mistaken Identity and Two Rolls of Toilet Paper Current Music Selection: Snow Patrol?Eyes Open Current State: Buzzed Current Mood: Fulfilled So I stabbed my co-worker in the back with a fork tonight at work. I don?t think you can appreciate this statement. So I?ll Chris Nolan it, Memento style. We?ll go back in time so you can get the full impact of this statement. As some of you know, I work in a hip up-scale restaurant in Palo Alto California. Most of my co-workers are between the age

January 6, 2007

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One giant can of Red Bull

One giant can of Red Bull, Spearmint Gum, and a pack of Marlboro Lights Current Music Selection: Snow Patrol?Breaking Benjamin?Ryan Star Current State: Slightly drunk Current Mood: Optimistic So on the way to work, I stop off at Max?s Smoke Shop to buy a giant can of Red Bull, Spearmint gum, and a pack of Marlboro Lights. This is something I?ve been doing every day for the four months I?ve worked in Palo Alto. I say hi to Max, light up a cigarette and shoot the shit with probably the coo

January 3, 2007

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Frequently Asked Questions

Frequently Asked Questions Current Music Selection: Dashboard Confessional Current State: Five by Five Current Mood: Expended Frequently Asked Questions: In no particular order 1: How old are you? In gay terms, I?m over the hill and very much the stereotypical Aquarius. This means I?m somewhere between twenty-seven and ninety-nine. But if it counts, I still behave like I?m eighteen. 2: Why aren?t you ever signed on to Yahoo Messenger? I?ve never been one to go to chat rooms. And befo

November 26, 2006

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Moonlight Will Prevail Conclusion

Moonlight Will Prevail Conclusion By: Jason R. After the funeral was over, my Uncle told me how he had tried for years to contact me but my father had refused his inquiries. He told me I was welcome to stay in his house for as long as I wished to stay. And I have lived there ever since. I guess he became the dad I should?ve had in the first place. He taught me that hate, any kind of hate, was no way to live this beautiful life. He forced me to see that if I truly didn?t want to be like

November 9, 2006

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Moonlight Will Prevail Part Nine

Moonlight Will Prevail Part Nine By: Jason R. It was shortly after I ?borrowed? the neighbor?s car. I had stayed at Greg?s house that night, not an uncommon occurrence as our parents had long given up on trying to keep us apart. Though they did try towards the end. Maybe they suspected our friendship, maybe they could see the special bond we shared, maybe we weren?t good at hiding it as we thought. Either way, it was a night I?ll never forget. His room was in the basement of their house.

November 8, 2006

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Moonlight Will Prevail Part Eight

Moonlight Will Prevail Part Eight By: Jason R. After I hit the water, my erection pretty much went south fast. I believe it would be safe to say that my genitals had retreated inside my body due to the chilly water. But as we touched and grappled in the water, my genitals decided to return with a vengeance, and from the look in Greg?s eyes, so did his. He had gotten behind me and was trying to force my head underwater when I realized I felt something poking me in the lower back. I can hon

November 7, 2006

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Moonlight Will Prevail Part Seven

Moonlight Will Prevail Part Seven By: Jason R. I found myself running into the night, following my best friend. After we proceeded a safe distance from the house, we stopped running and started talking excitedly. We laughed the rest of the way to the lake, about a mile from my house. During the climb out the window, he had decided we should go swimming in the moonlight. He kept saying something about getting in touch with our inner primal beast. He was always spouting shit like that. I

November 6, 2006

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Moonlight Will Prevail Part Six

Moonlight Will Prevail Part Six By: Jason R. The first time I committed a crime was all Greg?s doing. He dared me to steal a pack of cigarettes from the local gas station, the same one he stole all the booze from. I could never refuse him, no matter what he asked of me. He was there when I first discovered the joy of spray painting cars in the middle of the night, his idea once again. As I look back now, everything I ever did up until I was sixteen was all because of a blonde boy named, G

November 5, 2006

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Moonlight Will Prevail Part Five

Moonlight Will Prevail Part Five By: Jason R. I had heard the word ?fuck? before at school, but had never heard that word uttered in my house much less inside the sanctity of my room. I was shocked at his blatant rebellion for everything ?our? religion stood for. And yet, at the same time, I was intrigued by his knowledge of all things carnal. Maybe this was my savior. Maybe he could show me all the things I wanted to know. Though I thought these things in my mind, I still looked around

November 4, 2006

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Moonlight Will Prevail Part Four

Moonlight Will Prevail Part Four By: Jason R. From the moment I walked into the church, a feeling of dread came over me. How could I pray and worship god with this horrible secret hanging over my head? At that time, I wanted so desperately to be a good little Christian boy, and wished with every fiber of my soul that I could somehow take back that dreadful deed. But as the service progressed and still nothing happened to me, I began to look around at the other people in the congregation.

November 3, 2006

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Moonlight Will Prevail Part Three

Moonlight Will Prevail Part Three By Jason R. Who can explain the first time a male masturbates? Who can describe the feeling of ecstasy one gets at the slightest touch on the male penis? I know I could never describe it but the feeling has never been as strong since that first time lying naked in bed. Not even after my many sexual encounters and my desire to learn new things, I have never felt that feeling again. I guess in a way, I?m still searching for that level of awakening. In a we

November 2, 2006

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Moonlight Will Prevail

Moonlight Will Prevail Part Two By: Jason R. What is this forbidden fruit I discovered? I hear you ask with a hint of anger in your voice by my lack of explanation. So I?ll tell you. I discovered I had a free will. And I did the unthinkable in our religion, well any religion for that matter; I began to think for myself. And I decided to explore this newfound gift I discovered. I began exercising free will like a boy with a never-ending back account. I thought about whatever I wanted to

November 1, 2006

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Moonlight Will Prevail Part One

Moonlight Will Prevail Part One By: Jason R. I guess I?m just like everyone else, I have good days and I have bad days. I cry through the bad days and laugh through the good ones. Most days I just exist. But then there are some days, I don?t know if I can take it anymore. You know those days. That day when your favorite cousin tells you his child, the one the doctors said they could never have, has a greater than average chance of being born retarded. That day when you realize that your

October 31, 2006

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