[How hard II]

growing up in a country where manual labor are CHEAP I never grew accostomed doing the painting myself.......always the splatters or f paint, the removal of furnitures, the cleaning up afterwards........hate painting

[Confession and cleansing]

First off: I KNOW how you feel about fearing to be alone.........I've never been truly alone or something even remotely approaching it....so yeah, I HOPE that you can save your marriage. probably counseling? I mean, does it really matter if you're gay or not? you love her, though probably not sexually.....& you can join your wife in oggling hunks so here's for happy ending and preservation of your marriage! rad