[79. What Do We Rate?]

Hey Des,I think I can answer part of your question. The one part regarding why certain blogs have no votes, or at least why we can't see the votes they may have.I believe, or at least I think, the votes and rating system doesn't show up until the Blog in question reaches Three Thousand views. Or at least I couldn't see my rating until after my Blog reached that number.As for how people rate each Blog, I think that varies from person to person. *shrugs*Jason

[Explantion (about time you might say)]

You have no idea how bad I'd like to take her out in a dark alley one moonless night and teach her the better manners of minding her own fucking business. I knew she would cause problems for Mark, but I never thought she'd go as far as outing him to his mother. What a bitch.Jason

[What If I Stumble...]

Des, just what is it you think Jason is doing while you and I, old farts that we are, are sitting by our monitors waiting?Yeah, I think so too.C

Hey Cole,You wanna know what I've been doing the last three days?Working my ass off at my hip up-scale restaurant and making tons of money.I really didn't mean to make you guys wait so long.Anyway I have tomorrow off and promise to write it all downJason

[What If I Stumble...]

Cole- I've never heard someone say so much while claiming not to say anything. And wow, if only I had the time to fill you crazy people on the events of yesterday, Cole's and Des's advice would be pointless. But much like the way Cole accuses me of only telling snipit's of events and keeping everyone in the dark, I'm off to work for now. Maybe I'll have time once I return home.*laughs wickedly*Jason *scampers off to work before everyone traps me and beats the truth out of me*

[78. Rows in Love]

as usual, you hit the nail on the head Des.Why is it that we try and change the person we supposedly love into something so far removed from what they were when we first met them?I agree that for a relationship to truly work, we must allow our partners the freedom to grow and change just as we would like the chance as well.Because if we stayed the same, no one would be in a long term relationship, we would probably all kill each other.Very thought provoking Des...JasonPS: I did not read this blog entry until after I wrote my latest blog entry. I swear.

[Rowing not rowing.]

going through my own newbie relationship with a prior friend gives me an insight into M's and your's squables. and I hate being mature about "stuff", but I"m finding it's the only way to keep what I have.Ho Hum...life goes on.As for the make-up sex, I'll never tell my thoughts about that...normallybut since Camy's like familyIt's great.Yummy yummyJason

[Beach, love, wind ups, writing, and stuff]

just for you camy, i've posted in flash fiction.jason

[Stupid Jason]

Ummm, thanks I think. Trust me Maddy, I know what you're going through. I"m not really happy about it either. Jason (stupid Jason)

[Weird Night]

Sigh. You are so lucky. This story could be a story, and a good one at that. :smile:

Trab, after everything that has happened over the last year, I feel like the luckiest man in my apartment.

You are such a tart, Jason! Not only was that captivatingly well written, and with a tear jerkingly lovely ending ... but it's TRUE to boot!!!You're a lucky chappy, my friend. Jealous? No: I have my own 'M.' Camy

hmm, trying to figure out if being a tart is a good or bad thing?*shrugs* Don't care, really. Mark is sitting beside me as I type this.

I'm so, so happy for you, Jason!You've grown so much! You probably don't want to hear that, but you have. Look what you did. You had a choice of going to a large, drunken, drug-infested celebration in SF, or, to a by comparison sedate young people's gathering. The old Jason wouldn't have even thought about it. The older and wiser one made the right choice, and look what eventuated! Look at that!I'm delighted for you. I keep wanting to add, now don't fuck it up, but the you that's been emerging the past few months doesn't even need that. You keep doing the right things now. Time after time.Wonderful.C

Cole, as happy as I am right now, and I am, but at times I'm scared, waiting for the shoe to drop with Mark. And just like you, I hope that I don't fuck it up or hope he doesn't fuck it up. Here's to doing the right thing.

You're weird yet funny AND included an American Pie movie reference. Mark's lucky to have you to sexually molest him repeatedly.

Wibby, you calling me weird is like a pot calling the kettle black. But then you did get the movie reference, so I'll let it slide without pointing out your own weirdness. As for molesting Mark, do I detect a hint of jealousy?

Hey, Jason - what a great piece of writing. Great fun to read with infectious humour. Thanks!Bruin

Bruin, you wouldn't believe how happy writing this entry has made me. Jason

[Weird Night]

I have always found love weird...and wonderful. Jason, you deserve a Lifetime Achievement Award.

Hey Des...you can keep the award as long as I still get to keep Mark. Jason

[The convenience of storage]

Camy, didn't you know the only way to keep score in this crazy thing called life, keeping score in how well you're keeping up with the Jones, is to judge by how much stuff you have. The more stuff you have, the better you are as a human.At least, that's what I keep telling myself to justify keeping all my stuff...Jason

[The inevitability of change.]

Camy,I'm glad to hear you're writing again. As for your friend leaving the net, well, I know how much this will affect you. I'm sorry. Jason

[The Cats 'n' all.]

iCamy, that's awesome.Jason

[June or Something Like That]

Firstly, I want to say thank you for your comments. Though I've become a bit disconnected with my Blog, it makes me feel a bit warm inside, fuzzy bunny slippers warm on a cold night, that I've brought a sense of closeness with a few of my readers. I am quite proud of the friendships I've made here at Awesome Dude and the response I've received from many of you, whether publicly or privately, it's truly appreciated.Secondly, I never had any intention of leaving Awesome Dude, this is my first home and will always be a part of my on line life. As for feeling disconnected, I have realized this is my fault. I haven't posted a new story here in over a year, nor have I shared my poems. I rarely reply to threads here, though I do read most of them. I truly enjoy reading the Blog, especially Desilu's, he always brightens my day. Maybe if I stop lurking around and actually participate in the forums, this feeling will vanish, much like my waistline.As for deleting my Blog, I don't think that's necessary anymore, thanks to Trab's comment, both here and in his own Blog.So to those of you that left comments in this entry, and those of you that didn't, hopefully you agree with those that did.So, my Blog won't go away, I won't stop rambling on, and that's that.J

[Moved]

Congrats Camy... when's the house-warming party?As for stress, might I suggest taking matters into your own...er..hands? Works for the crazy Raccoon.*runs away before Wibby catches me*Jason

[My New Site]

Thanks "A", I'm quite proud of that site as well as the material hosted there.Jason

[The Month of May]

My new Tv....I love it.J

[The Month of May]

And to add, I guess we could make your BF film it.Reason thousand and four to love your BF.Jason

[The Month of May]

Des, that is so fucking funny.Your choice please....Jason

[Problems with Photographer]

Did you say ooze?I like oozing....or even things that ooze...big or small Jason

[Problems with Photographer]

My black book is pretty worn out...the pages are all stuck together...the ink smeared...what would be the point.Though I am flattered that gave me the benefit of the doubt that I would even own just a book.And Des...pray tell what part of my body would you like to frig with?My mindJason

[Problems with Photographer]

Are you...someone from England...correcting me on my American writing? As for frigging with my eyes...funny you should ask.This doesn't happen all the time...but over the course of my life, I have learned a few things.Did you know that if you get...seman in your eyes, and you're wearing contacts, it doesn't burn. So to answer your question, no...I don't frig with my eyes...normally. J

[April 20th, 2008]

*giggles*I posted the same message last year and no one got the reference either, so don't feel bad Cole. The only reason I know about that date is because of Mark....an avid celebrator of all things green.And I'm not putting words in Maddy's mouth, but he knew all about that day as well. Jason

[70. Dream Boys of Insomnia]

I"m with the dog on this one....what was the boyfriends intention???????Jason (demanding an answer from the under des guy)

[Have a Question...Insert it here]

this is by far the weirdest stream of conversation I've ever put into my brain.Oh, by the way, it must be loaded from the top. Anything else is just wrong.J