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Sadly, this is pretty much the only reason why I couldn't live there or in Britain. Take away my right to defend myself and you've taken away my right to live. I really hope it gets better. I want to have faith in humanity so bad, but sometimes it's so hard to.

I know I sure could use a Daddy myself, these college bills are getting rediculous. That and I really, really, really, want a Ferarri

TR, I believe I what I was trying to do was make a comment towards the view of 'What is gay' rather than say I'm not a stereotype. I can also see where you might believe that I am one of those self proclaimed "straight-acting" gays. I like cars and anything automotive, I love to drive agressively, I love guns and shooting guns, I serve in the military and enjoy crawling around in the dirt playing war, and I am definitely the first one out of my friends to throw down if there ever presents an opprotunity. While I tend to do alot of "manly" things, I do them becuase they are me and not because of any fear or reservation that I have. The way I present myself and act also reflect this. In other reguards I also like to dress in designer clothers (yes A&F and Hollister ) and take good care of myself physically. Ask anyone who knows me to describe me and I can promise you all that they'd say is, "He's just Nick." It took alot of sleepless nights and soul-searching for me to figure out that I can't change who I am or what I like and just go with it. What you see is what you get with me I have also made a conscious attempt to try not to judge someone on effeminate behavior alone. I think it is natural to find effeminate behavior as flaunting and becuase of that want to almost hate it, but if someone is truly that way and not simply acting out for attention then what right do I have to judge them differently becuase of it? If I can find a seperate thread on this topic in the (sober) morning I'll comment more. You are completely right though TR and I'm more or less agreeing with you.

Des, how were the "assets" BTW?

, did I tell you about the time that I had to stand at attention for 4 hours why everyone else got to sleep? Well I slept standing up but they got to sleep in their beds. Then there was the time in my job training school where I got wasted when I wasn't suppose to and threw up all over the Drill Sarge's desk. He was in the middle of yelling at me and then was like, "Fuck it! Hey private come take your battle to bed".

I can definitely feel the emotion. Sounds good Gabe

Pink Pistols You can't always expect the Police to save you from the bad guys. Sometimes the person most responsible for your own safety is you. I wish the world were different but until it changes it's ways neither can I. What is really sad, though, is that most victims of hate crimes tend to be either attacked by groups or targeted because they appear weak and an easy victim.

Sometimes we do the "right" thing because it makes us feel good. Other times we do it becuase we have to, even though we hate to. Me-thinks if you would have given in to your urges you would have been sated for the moment, but sober times would have just brought regret and disappointments in both yourself and with the fact that he will still go back to the girl and play it straight. You ever thought about having a heart-to-heart with him, put all your cards on the table, and be ready to (worse case) end it once and for all? I'm no dating counsilor and I've been out of the dating scene for about 2 years now (damn, that long?) so my advice is nothing but what I feel is a logical, straight-up approach. That and I have little patience for trivial 'love' games.Just do me one thing, and take it easy on the drinking. It's okay to go out with friends and get tanked for the good reasons like having fun. It's never good to look for answers or to hide in the bottom of a bottle. I was headed down that road myself before I was even of age, but, in true Nick fashion, I got tanked at a drill weekend and blacked out. Started off in the barracks where I killed a pint of Bacardi Superior in a Liter of Coke (now that's heavy-handed drink right there). When we moved to the NCO club I proceed to buy myself 6 rum and cokes and someone else bought me 2 jack and cokes. They don't make 'em weak there either. I was coherent until around midnight, my battle had left me about half an hour prior and I made the 10 minute trek back to the barracks. I guess it ended up taking me 30 minutes becuase aparently I called my BF and talked to him the whole way back. Some other soldier from the unit staying above us approached me on the floor we were staying. Not knowing who he was and being plastered I became defensive and when I went to push him away from me I stepped on his foot. Well he was tanked too so he fell over but when he did he could move his foot and ended up shattering his ankle. I was almost seperated and was put on 'probation' for a year. To this day I still get comments from other soldiers about me being a "badass bruiser' and beating people up even though that's not me at all. I mean I will if I have to but I'm generally non-confrontational. Even a Sgt Maj brought me up in conversation to one of my Sgt's the other day. This event was also at the end of a string of 4 or 5 blackouts in a week and a half period. One problem I had was that I could bury an entire bottle of alc one night and be good and another night a pint would take me out. I still drink often, I just now know when I'm at my buzz limit. I just can't trust myself not to do something retarded when I get smashed. Looking to pursue a carear in LE also helps keep me under control as my driving record is going to hold me back enough as it is.I more than know you don't need a lecture, so consider this just a simple AD forum buddy request

Sweet, I carried the M249 aka SAW (Squad Assault Weapon) in Basic. I only ever got to shoot blanks out of it, but one time I got yelled at for standing up and firing from the hip a la-Rambo style . Drill Sarge said I would never hit chit doing that , but then he got really mad when I told him I made up for it in cool points . He made me do pushups. I did lots of pushups in Basic

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Wow, that's funny. And yea, good thing he burned his back and not his face. At first glance I thought he was a model in an ad or something. I wonder if he needs any help putting lotion on his back

Not at all. I like a good educated conversation.

America may be the richest country but I sure as hell won't see anything near as nice as some will. I work hard for my paycheck and believe it or not my taxes go to all that reside in the country, not just the 'legal' citizens. You mention of greedy employers turning immigrants into slaves if they were 'taxed', but what is the difference now other than they would gain the rights any other citizen would (voting, bear arms, etc). My references to the abuse of the welware system refers to legal citizens of both majority and minority who abuse the system and break laws just to skate easy through life. And you are completely right, America does not have any obligation to help any other country. We worked hard to build what we have now and it amazes me that other people expect us to just give away what we worked hard for. Take, for example, a peasant farming community. One farmer works his tail off and creates a new farming method that makes him substantially more money than his fellow farmers. We'll just say that the other farmer's are lazy or have no dedication. Now that he has money the other farmers in the community resent him for it and expect him to give them handouts even though he worked hard for it and they did nothing. If you want to talk about compassionately helped others in need and doing what some would call the 'Christian' thing I'm all for it, but only if I seek to and they don't expect it. It is my human right to be a greedy A-hole if I so wish to be as long as I earned my keep fair and square.

I love how you pick apart details Bart, I think you were a lawyer in a prior life . And I agree whole-heartedly about the trouble makers, they pose a true problem within our societies. I do realise they can only work under the table, but that is why they should make it easier to become legit and have extremely stiff penalities for those who are not.

Real men don't use parachutes when doing that

I can understand why illegal immigrants come to America, but I certainly don't agree with it. Most illegals work under the table and do not get taxed, yet take advantage of school systems for their kids, public transportation, hospitals, etc., which are all paid for by tax money. That being said I don't have any problem with immigrants who come into the country legally and work hard for a living. I see way too many immigrant and second generation immigrants who have subsidised incomes and leech off of our welware systems that are there to help hard working, tax paying Americans when they need it. What is really sad is the politicians who support this. The govenor of Massachusetts is trying to pass a bill that would give free college tuition to illegal aliens. I thought they were breaking the law by being here without the proper authority and now they're gonna get free college classes?? I say give them citizenship or at least green cards and tax them for their menial labor work. Take a smaller portion or whatever, but chances are they're still gonna make more than back home. Too bad logical thinking doesn't have a place in the political world

I learned from the best

What can I say, even gay pets need 'Teh Butt-Secks'

We must stop them as they seek to terrorize the masses by fornicating with out pets!

The Google-Fu is strong with this one

Spoiler Alert (read chapter 21 first):

Ask and ye shall recieve:

If it were she'd be a whole lot of woman.... er yea

OP is the orignial poster and you put on a flame-suit when you know people are going to "flame" you. TTIWWOP translates to: This thread is worthless without pics. If you know a thread is going to be locked by a moderator you post something like, "In before the lock". A JAMBOG is a topic that has been posted for the millionth time. And there are also a million funny pictures for spefic forum happenings, like when someone tries to post a picture but fails to and all you see is a red "X" then you post a picture like this: Or: