I Devise my own Demise Part Four

[Jason Rimbaud]

I Devise my own Demise Part Four

By: Jason R.

Maybe it was the madness that I let reign

Maybe it was the innocence I lost when I came

Maybe it was the feelings sucked through the drain

Maybe it was the heartache of love quite insane

Maybe it was the ocean that gave me these tears

Maybe it was the moonlight so far yet so near

Maybe it was the sunshine that stripped all the gears

Maybe it was the lust that banished all fears

Maybe it was the moment of something masculine

Maybe it was the desire for life more feminine

Maybe it was the illusion of one true friend

Maybe it was the past repeating all over again

Maybe it was the fear of us saying goodbye

Maybe it was the self-destructing gleam in your eye

Maybe it was the sameness I heard in your lies

Maybe it was the tears that fell as you cry

Maybe it was the highs that together we achieve

Maybe it was the mountain resting on your sleeve

Maybe it was the promise that you?d never leave

Maybe it was the connection we had as we grieve

Maybe it was the motion of standing in this place

Maybe it was the refusal to grant emotional space

Maybe it was the past neither of us could erase

Maybe it was the searching to let love replace