bi_janus Posted March 28, 2013 Report Share Posted March 28, 2013 Scar (1978) Bi Janus Your stare has as its focus not some distance of dissociation but me as I peel the dressing as I would the skin of an orange. Your aspect is the one you show when seeing something novel. We have turned half-circle caregiver and caretaker, changing poles as we age. You, father and mother both, loving to me in my difference, now in disease submit to me. Perhaps you raised me just for this employment, but not for yourself alone. The lesson here is almost the last you impart to me. You are unashamed at needing intimate help. You do not seem weak as you ask this favor of me. I know you would find a way if I, in favor of your motherhood, found myself unable. The livid gash where once your right breast lay, knitted as a moccasin is sewn, is the outward sign of your life course, jagged, a peregrination. Now my erotic compass is oriented, and you are more friend than idealized womanhood. The peroxide, the careful examination for suppuration, and then, a fresh, sterile skin is replaced, carefully taped. Still, the touch of your hand comforts me as it did when I was only your child. Link to comment
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