[R.I.P. SAUL AND QUINTIN]

Thank you for your sympathy...I don't think that I am doing alright right now. I couldn't talk to anyone, except Matt and Ty. Some of my friends, who doesn't know Saul, keep calling me to check if I am ok. Tara came over and comfort me. What she said really comforts me a lot. I don't know what to do without her. But, I am not doing that well, so yeah. I probably wouldn't update my entries for a while because it is too hard for me to do anything.

[Need your advice...]

Cole, actually, I am a senior in high school. I just turned 19 not so long ago. My best friend is in my grade and she's 18.