God?Today is the WORST day ever in my entire life. My friend called me and told me that my two classmates, who were passengers, were killed in a car accident. One of the three classmates, who was a driver, is critically injured?One of the two deceased classmates was my friend, Saul? After I heard this news, I threw up. The driver drove too fast, like OVER 85 MPH! Then, out of nowhere, they hit a pole. Two passengers (Saul and Quintin) died instantly and the driver is critically injured. THEY ALL WERE SEVENTEEN AND THEY FREAKING DON?T HAVE A FULL LICENSE! The driver?I heard IF he stays alive, he will be in a HUGE trouble. God, I am going to miss Saul SO much. I think I understand how Tara feels when she lost her friends. Saul, I am going to miss you SO much?I also missed your chats and jokes. No more hanging out together, no more jokes?I don?t know how I will get along without you. Please watch over me and be near to me. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU, SAUL AND QUINTIN! I am hurting SO MUCH about Saul?s death. I can?t believe that Saul is really gone. Same for Quintin. I also can?t believe that the driver is critically injured and may die. I don?t know if I can go to the funeral, but I really wanted to say my final good bye to Saul and Quintin. I need to be strong to go to the funeral and face the reality that they are gone. I don?t have any energy to do anything right now, just feel sad and cry. Quintin and Saul were supposed to graduate with us, but this is not happening now... It is really hard right now. I don't know if the driver will make it or not...If he dies, then it will be so hard...(I can't give out the driver's name, because this is a very serious situation and his name should remains confidental). I wish this didn?t happened? It is TOO much right now. I need your opinions or advices. Since I am a legal adult, I can get out of my house, so I don?t have to deal with my parents and their craps about the ?Ryan? situation. Do you think it is a good idea to move out from my parents? house and stay with my uncle and aunt (they support me, no matter what?which I am SO glad about) until I go off to the college? I can?t stand my parents anymore. Plus, my parents know that I was the one who broke up with Ryan, but I DID NOT CHEAT BEHIND RYAN?S BACK. Why can?t they believe me??? Why can't they believe me that I dumped Ryan because of his worst attitude...Yes, I am still angry and hurt about this situation.