Jason Rimbaud Posted November 21, 2006 Report Share Posted November 21, 2006 Mobile Deletion By: Jason R. I wrote all the lines in my heart There are chunks of my life dedicated to your memory Often I?d sit alone in the dark Analyzing my mistakes until I?m dead inside And yet, when Susan said it was time to let go I listened and wrote about ?Devising my own Demise? I embraced the fact that I was ?Nothing Like Human? I fantasized about ?Sliding the Pain? Had imaginary ?Conversations from the Edge of Heaven? Realized that I was a ?Pissed Off Mother Fucker? And mused about when ?I Was Twelve? And yet, you are still there I look at you every day and wonder why I just can?t do it It would be easy, I know Just hit delete and then you?d be gone forever But I can?t I?ve tried So I continue to write I have grandiose fights, ?Duel of Love? with you I admit to the world, ?That?s Me Trying? I write about ?Living (then to now)? In a moment of weakness, I write ?Something I Can?t Have? And I allow all to see the ?Pain Inside of Me? And I accept my ?Spiritual Crisis? While ?Severing Ties? with so called friends And there you are, still Your name above the number I know by heart I shouldn?t even hesitate to delete you Because I could always conjure up your number So why do I allow you this precious place? If I did it, just hit delete Then it would be an admission of moving on But I think that would be too difficult To ?grown? up To ?adjusted? for my lifestyle So I sit here Looking at you every morning Waiting for the time I can hit delete Hoping for the day I can purge my life Purge my mobile phone of your number Link to comment
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