Thirdeye
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Just finished the first chapter and had to post about how much I loved it. It was not at all what I expected. I highly recommend it to everyone here.
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I agree Thirdeye. Get Real was really great too. Saw it with some local friends here in Borneo a couple weeks back.
Hey guy, good to see you again. Your avatar wasn't showing up for some reason so I went and downloaded it and it loads from our board now. Another friendly service of AwesomeDude.com!
Life has been crazy..lol
thanks for fixing the avatar Dude!!
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loved this movie, another great British one is "Get Real"
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That, plus one or two people almost swearing, as in "get this f-ing guy out of my way.") I found both amusing.
lol I laughed at the samething, atleast three times someone says effing.
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The one thing in 7 that bugs me is the overly repetitious travels with the magic tent from location to location to location to location to... It's like she didn't have quite enough pages so this was the way she padded things.
I actually thought it added to the story. It showed the struggle they went through and helped to really show the loyalty and love the friends had for each other. The last 6 chapters or so were just intense and fantastic
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LOL...this might be the best thread ever
In the school bathroom when I was 12
and in the pool with my two straight friends 13-14
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These are good poems. I have some of the same questions as Blue. Want to post them on the website?
Thanks for your replies guys. I'm not really sure if they deserve to be on the website, if think they are up to standards then I have no problem.
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This bruised ego of mine
Snaped back to where I started
yet, thin light shines through
It?s all I ever wanted
I must find a way
To Place my pride upon the shelf
I can?t keep turning away
Worrying about everyone else
To say forgive me
Is what I must weep through
To say forget it
Is what a bigger man would do
This boiling angers steaming out
From years of being run over
I cant expect them to be perfect
Marching to orders like a gold soldier
I take it all out on them
No one is always right
That?s just unspeakable
understand its not spite
To say forgive me
Is what I must weep through
To say forget it
Is what a bigger man would do
Robot Children
Your brains been washed away
To complicated for them all
All you wanted was to play
Placid and calm they leave you here
So cold and alone, but oh so clear
I?m the robot they always hoped for
They hold the controls to all my doors
Another saturated baby
Good little boy
Saturated child
Walking robot, their pride and joy
Got a little bright eyed
Time for a fill up
Mommy can?t handle when you cry
Like sticking your head in the sand
But you know the important tricks
Sit, speak, can play dead on command
Another saturated baby
Good little boy
Saturated child
Walking robot, their pride and
Sickness
Shallow and empty
We devised our own fate
Swallow the hungry
Oh how we desecrate
Sit on our thrones
Men among ants
Lavish impurities
We our the disease
Godly contempt
For self control
Holy pretense
To gather all you hold on too
Strangle the witnesses
The collective is becoming weak
Fight over similarities
to take from those in need
Where is the usefulness
We our own disease
Of natural selfishness
Spreading like a weed
inner-war
I won?t run and hide this time
Much more centralized now
This fear can?t knock me out
I?m going to stab it all away
I want feel you die
I want to see you bleed
Push away this fright
That sterilizes me
I want to watch you die
I want to whisper the screams
Push away my terror
Of you criticizing me
This pull and hold tide
Has soaked me for so long
Won?t let lies hinder my progress
Must hold to be desire to be strong
Won?t let you engulf me
Again
Won?t let you push me to my
End
Won?t let you in
Never again
My failure to motivate leads to you
So use to falling before I begin
Intertwine in my desire and anxiety
Between is a war for supremacy
I want feel you die
I want to see you bleed
Push away this fright
Of you criticizing me
So timid
So timid
Never again
timid
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I have just came out over this past year, it started a year ago October 6th when I came out to my brother. He picked me up from work and we were driving and he was talking about girls, as we drove down my street I told him to keep driving pass our house that I needed to tell him something. I told him I was gay and he took it great just like I thought he would. Then in May I told my Mom. I was scared as anything but knew I needed to. She was shocked, which shocked me. But she was fine with it.
I still couldn't and didn't want to tell me Dad. I had no idea how he would take it, but thought it would be real bad. Shortly after telling my Mom I started dating someone and fell in love with him. We spent the summer together but he had to go home in August which was 12 hours away, we talked about it and I really wanted to move with him by Labor day. I also knew I would have to tell my Dad. So at the end of July I told my dad, and he said he already had guessed, as did my younger brother who I also told that day. I've since moved in with my Boyfriend and I haven't been happier in my life
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I like it, it's raw.
I like Blind the best, I think. It makes my head spin, in a stacatto, non rhyming and pleasant sort of way.
And Goodbye. I'll only pick two because there are four. And because I like them all. So Friend and Hurt are nice, too. (Listed in no particular order.)
BTW, the Angel thread was awesome.
Glad you didn't disappear.
Thanks a lot!!
Nope didn't disappear just met a great guy and well you now how that goes
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BLIND
Why can't you see what you've done?
Turn on the moon that spun your lies.
Heading for pastures in the gleaming sun,
laughing as he falls from the sky.
Forgetting all the times he lit the way,
how in your darkness he stood by your side.
Why can't you understand what you've become?
A solar flare burning out of time.
But what is left when you've had your fun,
when you betray those who Worshipped your sign
Those who refused to let you get lost.
Those who now feel dull beneath your great shine.
It's a shame that someone so bright could be so blind.
But if you stay with the sun too long,
you?re sure to be burned.
Friend
How did you just walk away?
Just up and left me behind.
Haven't sent word of your new life.
You said you were a friend,
yet you display how little you care.
Our paths may never cross again.
Does that thought keep your eyes open at night?
Never let me know you were leaving,
yet I can't stand to be angry.
Could be you lay extinct somewhere,
and I couldn't deal with that shame.
But if not anger what can I feel?
What is it I can use to hide the pain?
How can someone mean so much to me,
yet seem to have no respect?
I'm dealing though.
Yep, I'll get by.
You were a friend.
Yep, what a lie.
Goodbye
Its must be nice to know that
someone cares so much about you.
Don't show it though.
Refuse to face this,
treat it all as if its
some kind of game.
I?m not asking you to feel it too,
just don't ask me to be ashamed.
I wish you'd stay here
with me.
I'm saying I need you,
to be free.
I just can't get it right.
I can't say it tonight.
Hurt
I've been away for awhile I know.
We both needed time to think,
time to heal this vibrant sting.
But all it did was make it clear.
So many feelings left unsaid,
too many hurts left undead.
I know we?re at the point
where we both try to point our fingers.
I've been away for awhile I know.
We both needed time to think,
time to heal this vibrant sting.
But all it did was make it clear.
So many feelings left unsaid,
too many hurts left undead.
I know we?re at the point
where we both try to point our fingers,
that reason fades and blame lingers.
But I can't do that to us,
after everything we have been through.
I stand here better for having known you,
even if its time to say goodbye.
We no long walk side by side,
the credits are rolling, everyone's gone.
Leaving us to fall alone.
We just seem to hurt each other the harder that we try.
I hope you don't take this as if I don't care.
The pain is almost more than I can bear.
Its ripping me apart but I just know its time.
I no longer make you happy,
I see it in your eyes.
The hardest part is doing it alone.
When I've hurt in the past,
I always turned to you.
When I needed to talk you were the ears.
I can't do that now and it scares me,
like learning to breath again.
Thanks to Gaby for editing this junk I had written months and months ago and making me believe it was decent
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I?d like to lay awake a watch the noon
I?d like to pretend I?ll be asleep very soon
I?d like to circle my head within this swoon
I?d like to in vision the masks locked inside these rooms
I?d like to freeze time and hum your tune
I?d like to smell the bleached roses on the moon
I?d like to martyr myself inside the womb
I?d like to ride a wave of amber black fume
I'd like to be the Coyote in your cartoon
I?d like to know when our time is doomed
I?d like to be the love bug who knows to spoon
I?d like to be the dust blowing towards the dune
I?d like to be the frosty bite you feel in June
I'd like to run away from your eyes zoom
I'd like to make all these hearts immune
I?d like to be the water that doesn?t make you prune
I?d like to know where I?ll have my Tomb
I?d like to feed all the colors that are in bloom
I?d like to be the conscience of the goon
I?d like to be the language of the loon
I'd like to be the man not the costume
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You saw my shadow losing light
And reflected it in kind
You changed my color and brightness
Reminded me I could smile
Never have I had this shine
Never have I had it all
Everything I saw in my mind
You make me better with each second
A better human to stand before your alter
I swear I?ll always bow here
I swear I?ll always be near
I don?t understand it at times
But I don?t doubt this
You make me feel to delighted with each breath
I wish I knew what was here
I wish I knew it all by now
I want to see it though your thoughts
don?t ever think I don?t understand how lucky I am
To have your love around me
I love you truly
I remember your first touch upon my sight
It was like my own divine revolution
As birds were flung over head you touched my hand
And left the prints on my soul
I use to dream about your light
Leading me up and around the holes
The aqua flavor in my mouth now shines maroon
I owe it all to you
I swear I?ll always bow here
I swear I?ll always be near
I wish I knew what was here
I wish I knew it all by now
I want to see it though your thoughts
don?t ever think I don?t understand how lucky I am
To have your love around me
I love you truly
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condolences TG. :HUGS:
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They like to play their games
Push their wicked ways
Hide in their dividers
To stab you as you stroll by
They pretend they care
As if they ever could
Pretend to understand
To lead you alone out back
They don?t want you here
Nesting with the crocodiles
They don?t want you near
Never mind the smiles
Your just a cancer in their path
A problem in their lives
A total waste of time
Nothing but a burden
To bind them to the grind
They like to be polite
While they push you towards the train
All part of the plan
Hooded and led astray
They look to burry this man
I can?t help but feel this
Why can?t you just say what you mean
Don?t tell tales when I?m away
To many voices fighting for my head
So insecure, so insecure, so paranoid
I?m not crazy, but I?m not sure
I just need some sleep
They don?t want you here
Nesting with the crocodiles
They don?t want you near
Never mind the smiles
Your just a cancer in their path
A problem in their lives
A total waste of time
Nothing but a burden
To bind them to the grind
Why can't you just like me
just take me as I am
Why can't you just like me
at the very leasy let me be
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Defeated and ruined
Know I did it in love
When I see you again forgive me
When we meet again my friend
And if I were to beg you now
What would it be you say to me
Its my fault your not here
What good would sorry be
You flew away on a needle
To escape the hurt in your eyes
Ran away to break free
From everything I did to make you cry
What good is a sorry now
As I stare upon your bed
Can?t help but recall that last night
The love we made, I pushed away
Love I wouldn't let take flight
As I stare upon where you sleep
Can?t help but think it should be me
Now all I?m left with is sorry
As I lay by your feet
Battered and bruised
Defeated and ruined
Know I did it in love
When I see you again forgive me
When we meet again my friend
Know I can?t forgive myself
As I weep upon this ground
Only left with sorry to keep me warm
Good bye my friend your time has gone
And I have let you down
As I lay by your feet
Battered and bruised
Defeated and ruined
Know I did it in love
When I see you again forgive me
When we meet again my friend
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Good luck Codey!
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Thanks Dude :oops:
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I love this and Deweys site. I have met so many great people through them in just three months. And thats npt even mentioning the great authors we have here.
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On the verge of another breakdown
I wait screaming without a sound
Beg you to sit with me for awhile
But your just looking for a body without a soul
Something pretty for you to defile
No need to ask questions to answers you don?t want
Just let me be now, away from this place
Before I agree to become your disgrace
On the verge of another breakdown
I wait crying without a sound
So withdrawn inside this world
Where people really don?t care
To look past the fake smile on the outside
See how within everything?s bare
I made promises to you all, I haven?t let down
Never let down anyone but my self
I?m just a spec falling off radar
Looking for a place to land
Look for a way to make my stand
On the verge of another breakdown
I wait dying without a sound
Always feel like the joke
All eyes always on me
Feel like I?m just the fly around your head
Someone you?d rather not see
Discarded like the old trend
Feel like a fool among scholars
A mouse among men
On the verge of another breakdown
What the hell is wrong with me
Dropped this pile into my lap
But I still wear it gladly
What the hell is wrong with me
On the verge of another breakdown
I wait screaming with no one around
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You burnt me again baby
I must like how this flame tastes
Like the moth to light, I?ll keep coming
Only to be sent to my death again
I?ll dust myself off and get back on the ride
I believe you mean it this time
I know I?m stupid, but its alright
When it comes to you I have no pride
Maybe I enjoy being put down
Maybe I enjoy you being ruff
Maybe I enjoy being let down
Maybe I was after a pathetic kinda love
I?m so damn sickly
But I know it and its ok
Pushed my aside to play your games
Yet I do just what you say
Like the puppy that gets smacked again
Just don?t know how to say when
I?ll never learn because I can?t smell this
Even after you stick my nose in it
Maybe I enjoy being put down
Maybe I enjoy you being ruff
Maybe I enjoy being let down
Maybe I was after a pathetic kinda love
Its just a matter of time until you change
I?m willing to wait it out
You?ll be thankful when were older
Going to make you so proud
So what if you mess around
Your still next to me half the time
And really who?s counting
Were going to be just fine
Maybe I enjoy being put down
Maybe I enjoy you being ruff
Maybe I enjoy being let down
Maybe I was after a pathetic kinda love
You let me drown again baby
Let dive into foot deep water
Like a fish thrown back to sea
I?m quick to take the bait again
Its just how I show I care
When it come to you I know no pride
It takes to much time to stand up for myself
I?d rather just let it slide
Maybe I enjoy being put down
Maybe I enjoy you being ruff
Maybe I enjoy being let down
Maybe I was after a pathetic kinda love
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Kudos to you for pushing through
So glad to see you standing again
Out of the forest and endless rain
Fought for everything you saved
Never gave up and never sold out
You broke the line, never leaving doubt
But now the wars over and you won
You don?t know where you belong
You can?t sit still, so use to being on the run
Found the cost of peace to be living in tedium
You got all you wanted but you need something more
In you constant struggle left love at the door
Looking back within a haze, regret trolling the bay
All the people you knew have left and gone away
They lead their lives with in a bubble
The Bubble you blew astray
You fought the evil world but never leaving time
Making list of goals never just echoing day by day
Yes the wars over and you won
In the world your a hero to many
But loved by none
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I wonder what its like to be a whisper
That rolls off of your lips
Sounding sweet and delicate
Shocking all my limbs
I wonder what its like be the wind
The glides through your hair
So soft and so graceful
swaying without a care
I wonder what its like to be a gaze
That beams from your eyes
Gleaming so deep and piercing
as blue as an afternoon sky
I wonder what its like to be an image
Known by your dreams
Looked on as something special
Making your smile beam
I wonder what its like to be someone
Seen by your eyes
Hands running through your hair
Lips touching mine
I wonder where your are
I wonder what you?d say
I wonder what you?d feel about
Wondering your life away
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Don't Let Me Down By Simon Jimenez
in Readers Rule!
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I also wrote him right after I read it, but had to post it here as well. There were atleast three time I was thrown for a loop, he also had a bunch of great descriptives.