I've been running on caffeine lately. Two and a half days, to be exact. I worked on my O. Chem report yesterday all day, after doing some psychology homework and studying a bit for my lab test. I made one trip to QuikTrip yesterday and one today, just after going to WalMart to get some color ink for my printer. I'm very glad I got the HP instead of Lexmark... their ink is so much more expensive hahaha. I feel poor when I say that, but it's alright, 'cause I am kinda poor right now.
I only have one very good gay friend (the guy I pretty much loved for two years, and still I feel something for him, though I'd rather have him as a friend than anything else). He likes sex... a lot.
What is so appealing about sex?
I mean, I do feel attracted to 'bodies', or else I wouldn't know the difference between gay and straight. I don't know, I just guess I don't get it. I mean yeah, I probably would have sex with the one I love, someone that makes me feel all tingly inside (no pun intended). But... why is everyone so promiscuous?
I'm kind of afraid of sex. When I think of sex, it makes me want to be alone for the rest of my life... because I know that if I fall in love with someone and my love is returned, it will be inevitable.
Meh.
Maddy (:
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