Madrigal

Ummm guys, I don't know if this has to do with the upgrade and blog security etc, but I'm having a crazy problem with spam on my blog. I've disabled guest comments but thought I'd give you a heads up. the entries with spam are 'sex' *hahaha, I wonder why THAT would attract spammers* and 'Pain and Suffering'. Maddy (:

Conjunction juntion! Choo choo!:)I like third person. I find it hard to write in first... I can't write anything in first without it sounding corny. So yeah... <-- jealousMaddy (:

And since I don't get politics, I won't talk about politics. It's just a reason to sound stupid. I'm sitting in the Business computing commons waiting for the proctor approval. It's been fifteen minutes and my patience is dwindling. I don't know how many more times the damn browser will refresh itself before I lose my patience and throw the monitor at the girl in front of me, who's most likely checking her myspace or facebook, as most people are doing right now. A rhetorical question: Why do we wait for straight people to validate our equality? Until I see a serious gay candidate for the presidency of the United States, I will not have witnessed equality. I don't care how many benefits I am promised, or how many I am given. Meh. More to come a little later. I now need to heed the TA's calling and do my test.

Paul Potts has a great voice, and he definitely deserved to win 'Britain's Got Talent', but I was much more impressed by 6 year old Connie. Maddy (: Edit: Forgot to mention, this little girl was the favorite to win the competition, but... who could deny Potts the prize?

He must wear fuzzy bunny slippers. It was made legal for gay men to wear them along with gay marriage in California. Duh.Maddy (:

It's 'tomorrow' *tear*.*Brings up a chair*Maddy (:

Don?t you cry, when you hear my song I am no siren. Don?t you fear, as I hold your hand and falls a tear I am no saint. Cry when your family dies, When the children?s hearts are torn And tragedy near you lies. Sob as you see your dreams explode And shatter. Fear the rattlesnake?s leer And the lion?s roar As you?re torn asunder. But don?t you cry for me. As I do, don?t shed a tear.

Those dark orbs upon your eyes That cling, tell of demise Where there is none. They carve an individual stamp That turns your skin so damp Where tears did fall. This cratered scar, a pink That tints your skin Where makeup reigns. And your credibility, Your own humanity, Are gone with your compassion: Only fools would wish themselves calamity.

These clattering heels Announce the turning of the wheels From which come endless sounds of rails Turning within my skull?s entrails. Turn like the feline chases prey, Thus ever learning to obey The laws of hunt and dexterity And honing skills, gaining ability. But like the scurry rat That is the plane of wisdom, flat My yearning falls for it And gains no vantage. And so I shall remain unwise, Searching ever for a paradise Brought only by the knowledge Of an epiphany?s sacrilege.

So, I was all ready to write a long and angsty blog about not having a place to put my poetry at and losing important people in my life... but then I read Jason's blog and it made it better. *sigh* Some news: My sister left the country, my parents are whiny, and real life is relatively simple at the moment. Can't exactly say that about my internet life, but life goes on. Maddy (:

Ok. So, this is me as I read your blog: xDAnd if you excuse me, I'm off to archive your entire blog.Maddy (:

Hahaha. Your blog (or any comment you make on the board, really :P) is always good for a laugh ^^. Umm... except the serious ones.Maddy (:

I've seriously been anxiously waiting for your site to be up for MONTHS. I'm glad it's finally gonna go up though :D.Congratulations on the promotion, the new toys, and the great sex. Not on the smoking, but you know yourself better than anyone, so I'll keep my teenage mouth shut :P.*wave*Maddy (:

Might be something you're eating.Maddy (:P.S.It's because the alien wants you to draw a hat, but you keep drawing the elephant. :PLe Petit Prince. I have that in three languages ^_^ (though I can't understand much of the french version >.>).

Sorry, this is posted in the wrong forum! Can the mods delete please? Thanks and sorry :D Maddy (:

StopBreatheThinkStop again, since I know you're still thinking horrible thingsBreatheHave lunchThinkMaddy (:

Thank you! Thank y... Oh, he's gone. >.> *Frolics away* Maddy (:

I feel marks upon my skin So tinted, passionately timber: Colored as a lover?s rose. I, though ashamed, am thrilled To feel the burn, To feel the mouth From which I?ve learned To suffocate these moans. Do cauterize, for I adore You more than I abhor The mumbling neighbor. Maddy (:

Thanks for the comments, guys :D. It's always nice to wake up to compliments ^_^. Maddy (:

4/20 is the best day ever :D.Maddy (:

Norton sucks. I use AVG as well :D. Never had a virus problem in my entire life :D. Maddy (:

Please don't be alarmed, it's just a poem :D. All alone, in this miserable world, Trapped by a door whose color mocks my skin, Whose walls are hard as earth?much harder than my skull. All alone, in this joyless ballroom bore, Glaring at my dancing kin, Who twirl amidst a herd much dumber than a troll. All alone, in a heartless reddened core, Where veins and vessels filled with sin Are pummeled by your smell. The pumping turns so violent, My mind dissociates: I talk, I hear no word. All alone, in mind not body, Touched by a stranger on the bedroom floor.

Pedo much? *puke*JkBut yeah, the Simpsons are pretty Hilarious! I grabbed the movie yesterday, and it was well worth the two hours. But then again, I had nothing worthwhile to do :/.Maddy (: