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I like it :)

LMAO!!! :-D :-D No comment

Theres a very strange under current to this thread with all this talk of pistols and bad shots :-D

I had no idea either http://awesomedude.com/v-web/bulletin/bb/v...topic.php?t=368

I don?t know what I did that needs forgiven But for that ease I gladly take the blame I don?t know what it is I?ve been missing But when it comes calling will I take the reins I don?t know if life?s really worth living But maybe your hearts won?t be the same I don?t know how to deal with these feelings But I can?t bare your look of shame I don?t know if tomorrow things will be clearer But I know that fog is a prelude to rain I Don?t want to be the prodigal son to forsake But to heal I must share this pain I know I?ll learn how to stand proud But I must learn just what I need to say I know I must expiate this sense of guilt So dear world, I?m Gay My Friend You can drop the sword cause Its pride that?s cutting me I continue to bleed through Why can?t I say ?I?m worried? Sent you away again My only reasonable friend As I eat the feelings up Sit and Ponder why this won?t end You will be the one to kill me But your so kind Its only when you seize me That I feel Truly divine Its when I begin descending I know I?m closer to my ending But I love it when your near For that brief second things seem clear I swore I didn?t need you Content to dry out in the rain Still you burn in and Lift me up and numb this wicked pain I try to combat against this Yet your still so friendly No matter how I try to push you away Your just right there to mend me You will be the one to kill me But your so kind Its only when you seize me That I feel Truly divine Its when I begin descending I know I?m closer to an ending But I love it when your near For that brief second things seem clear But your only here because your easy I don?t really need you I swear I?ll be leaving soon Even if your not convinced I swear I won?t be around much longer I?m gone after we take one more trip Your just a cheap whore yet, somehow drag me back for more

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LMAO!!!!!!!!!!! LOL....BTW the last one is alittle to Simpons :D

DomLuka does have site I believe. Check Gayauthors which can be found on the links site on the home page.

Very good, really liked the story and fit in well with what I guess you would now call a series :-k

"John Hancock? Everybody knows its Herbie Hancock"

quote="writebymyself"] As for Mettallica its not that I don't like there newer stuff(although St Anger sucked) I just look at it as two different bands. Pre-Black album was speed metel at its best(injustice for all is one of the best albums ever IMHP) and Load and Re-load to me fits more with the alternative style then metel. It does not mean its bad, just not as good as there old stuff. I still have all their albums, and "the bleeding of me" is one of my favorite songs. I also agree about Petty is older stuff is a lot better. LMAO! Cantrell was imo the hottest of the grunge guys, that may not be saying a lot, but anyway.(Ok Cobain has a look also). Also agree 100% about Korn. Korn and Life as Peachy were great albums, and I don't buy much into bands selling out and junk like that, but if there was ever a band that sold its soul to MTV it was korn. After all they were the same band that said when MTV refused to play A.D.I.D.A.S, that they didn't care or would they ever want to be on MTV. But my brother said the best shows hes seen have been Korn, Sevendust and Manson.

I am all over the map with my tastes, but listen to mostly harder rock. Really the only things I can't listen too are country and Rap. My favorite bands would be Tool(favorite by far, strong lyrics, powerful and unique music), Alice in Chains, A Perfect Circle, Radiohead, Weezer, Sublime, Metallica(pre-black album). Been listening to a lot of Muse and Pantera of late But I also listen to a lot of olde.......ummm I mean classic stuff :mrgreen: like Pink Floyd, Zeppelin, Tom Petty, Elton, and so many others. The first concert I ever saw was the Beachboys and Chicago when I was 9 and I still listen to both off and on, my next concert at 15 was ICP, if you don?t know who they are, you may not want to know . I love music.

LOL! Great news, and good luck ;-)

Jonny Greenwood of Radiohead uses a paintbrush on "Anyone can play Guitar" the Pablo Honey album

My friend use to write the music. Plus I'm not very good. Just above Boyband qualty :-({|= :

As I posted before I read AWMS three times. Its a great story with relly good characters

I don't know what to say bro, except hopefully he was just nervous afterwards and didn't know what to do or say. Were friends or dating before last night?

Actually I can't carry a tune :D No one on either side of my family can. I use to write songs for my friends band in JH and have just done it ever since, just my way to blow of steam.

This is a song I wrote a few months ago, its not very good, but I feel like sharing This hurt you can not bare I watch you standing there Looking so broke and fragile Completely unaware Of just how permanently your rattled so cold and so scared Your deservedly saddled With the pain you wear Lately, you?ve been Falling, Down into the your highest low common Sense has changed you And now you drag in tow The martyrs golden chain Your broken Halo You told us all you were saved Told us all just how to pray Always so domineering Said you would lead the way To our souls clearing Fed the way with hate Feign endearing The sheep still wait Lately, you?ve been tumbling Down into depths unknown Common sense has changed you Now you search the row For that which was never yours Your stolen Halo Forced out by those you deceived You lay now in your eternal defeat Once claim to be an angel Your horns deceived even me But now in the sins you?ve become entangle Your soul can not be retrieved By open-mindedness your strangled Our dreams have been set free Lately, you?ve been crashing Down into the depths so low common Sense has changed you And now you drag in tow The martyrs golden chain Your broken Halo Now you search the row For that which was never yours The martyrs golden chain Your stolen Halo

another clif hanger My guess is its Charlie

Really its not that its different, it just some people don't see it as normal. Of course these are the same people who think Black skin people are below whites, as are Jews, Mexicans, or anything or anyone that does not fit into the "Normal" section. The sad thing is it seems all the steps and progress the human race seem to make in the 60's, 70's, 80's and 90's seems to be at a stand still, if not going backwards. There?s no way anyone can say at least in the United States that we are very progressive in tolerance of difference. Chris Rock touched on some of this in his last special. Since 9-11 the accepted racism in this country has gone through the roof, 1st it was F' the foreigners and that was alright, then it was F' the French and that was alright, then it was F' the Arabs and that was alright, now its F the Fags, and people better open their eyes because soon its going to be F the niggers and Jews, and any other non-god fearing white male that?s living in sin, its always has been in the past, and history repeats itself. Its really getting to be a mess out there, the hypocrites are out in full force trying to make peoples lives a living hell. Anyone whose read my profile knows I live in Florida and knows about our Hurricane problems this year. Well where I live we get a direct hit by Charlie and had tons of damage, I actually heard someone tonight say that was gods way of punishing the queers and others that don?t believe in Christ, and people agreed with him. These are the types of thinkers we are dealing with. The backwoods inbred, banjo playing jerks, and the scary thing these are the ?normal? people who are voting on our future, and a few of them may be the leaders getting votes. Sorry to go off on a tangent, I've just had a very crappy week and really hate people right now.

I agree, and very well put. The only thing I can add is people tend to look down or avoid things different then themselves . We live in a socity where our differences are picked apart and people are labeled and put into groups based on money, looks, they way you think, feel. We let are our differences drive us apart, instead of bringing us together as it should. We look at the differences in people, instead of looking for the bond we all share. When that difference is something like a feeling or a instinct that other people don?t feel they just can?t see why we won?t or can?t turn it off. They don?t understand and in a lot of cases they don?t want to understand. Its easier to hate than to try accepted that someone is different.

I found Mechanics 101 about a month ago and liked it a lot.

My big problem is the way they try to make it out to be just a "gay" problem. Like affairs or cheating in straight relationships are so rare. I am sure we all know guys that every week end are out there trying to pick up some a new chick. If anything I think this is a problem in society in general then just with the gay community, Gays just get it stuck to them. After all we all at fault for the decline of family values and the failure of the family structure, never mind that no group has less divorces in America than gays :roll:

I'll agree somewhat, but really I believe the type of role models we need not only come from the gay community but really the straight community. If we had more people in the world teaching tolerance and respect things would be a lot better. Instead we TV shows where Gays are the butt of jokes, Church leaders preaching hate and many Teachers just letting things slide.